Silenced By The Night

“I lie in the dark, I feel I’m falling”… Music inspires thoughts. Its 2am and i’m awake listening to Keane’s new track “Silenced By The Night”. You know the kind of music that takes you to another place in your mind?

I know i’m not the only one who likes to think their life has a soundtrack, like some incredible movie and even go as far to pretend that the music playing is going with a particular scene in your life! You won’t admit it… but i will. While i’m admitting things… i might as well just put it out there that i have completely given up on love or anything remotely close to it in anyway. 

I’m starting to think that “love”, only really comes around when you have least expect it and no thats not a tactic to trick the universe into bringing love my way. I’m just really over all of it and i’m starting to become content in knowing that love wont be coming my way. One thing i think is important in successfully becoming content with this, is to make an effort to not become cold in the process. I don’t think that solves anything really, it just makes you bitter. Instead i’m just focusing my enegery elsewhere. However i still believe in “like” and that’s where i’m prepared to leave it for now, because in most cases “like” doesn’t go very far. 

“Because the people in this town, they look straight through me”

xoxo

Its Where The Story Ends 

Scared of the Unknown

Today was a normal day like every other day. I was still pretty upset about what happened on the weekend. It was really embarrassing, but i still have no interest in talking about it. It will pass, like everything does in time. 

Besides there is one question that keeps popping into my head. How am i going to make it through this year? I’m scared of the unknown. I’m scared of how quickly the days are going by. Have you ever just sat and looked at the people around you and how everyone is moving extremely fast and your stuck in slow motion? 

In my mind my life has a soundtrack and its that part in the movie where the character is sitting their in slow motion and this incredibly becoming track is playing and they suddenly find the answers to all their questions. I’m at that point but their is just one problem. This isnt a movie, this is real life, there is no soundtrack in the background and i dont have the answers to any of my questions.

Do you?

xoxo

Its Where The Story Ends 

The 2012 Challenge

I’ve created a challenge for myself this year. Something that is very possible i think to create frequent posts, maybe not daily but pretty much almost everyday. We have thoughts everyday, questions and people that influence our lives daily. I’ve always admired writers that can share their lives, thoughts and experiences and make you feel like your apart of their world somehow. You feel like you know them at the end of each post. That is my dream to be able to relate to people and have them relate to me on that kind of level. So this is my serious attempt at creating something like that for the people around who will actually read this blog. I promise to make them too long. I promise to make them sensible and relate-able. 

So if your reading this thanks and keep reading. Your feedback is needed.

xoxo

Its Where The Story Ends